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Sharing on the web, is it some kind of goodwill people do; like giving money to the needy, to feel good about yourself. yes. But whats more important: sharing for the goodwill of 'mankind' or self personal performance? Performance in this context relates to wellbeing, ability to do the same things and get better at it. Ofcourse each person goes online for themselves. To download something, to buy something. Then when does sharing come into the picture. This post is just out of spite; but it could also be an attempt to understand the issue: why we go online - to take for our performance, and then to give back? yes. But what if the giving doesn't work...as in no one looks at video vlog or downloads your sexy outfit or just it takes too long to develop the content; this brings about a new question: Do I abondon giving because based on the past its proved to be hopeless & just stick to taking; only concerned with my performance. Ideally, for someone with strong contacts outside the web can be selfish on the web. He or she could just use the web to enhance their outside social, domestic lives - only download. Never upload. Never comment

But no one can truely ignore, have no emotion have no thoughts about someone on the web. Another other thing is time. yes everyone has time to at least sleep watch tv eat. But is there sufficient for the web. If you go into a shop with a huge list, and you have like 2 minutes, you obviously won't get everything you need/want. Same thing on the web. 2 hours of free time and heres the list of things to do...I guess it just comes down to learning something in relation to ease and speed

top to bottom

I want to live in a world where a new day
...
means a new dawn

Where I can communicate
in new ways

And discover new worlds

I wanna live in a world
where I can dream new dreams, new dreams

A new chance
to meet new friends

Where we can be given new hope

Whats your brand? - South African accents (rude)

We lick viva hey
I lick it a lot
I can't get enough
I'm licking her 24/7

Super sweet 16
Lacer (cool) party crazy birthday party...

In the head
Proper shave style

We really lick The Hills
Where my friends, we all lick it

You know what
He's got something to show you
Check it out

Dooo
Two and a Half Men

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The Ethical Slut discusses how to live an active life with multiple concurrent sexual relationships in a fair and honest way. Discussion topics include how to deal with the practical difficulties and opportunities in finding and keeping partners, maintaining relationships with others, and strategies for personal growth.

It contains chapters discussing information on handling scheduling, jealousy, communication, conflict in relationships, and etiquette for group sexual encounters.

DJ Hero 2

Lyrics (missing wedding vows)

You wait up for me I don't wake up for you
Would you like the company or are you sick of me
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go
Break down plead your case I don't know what to say
I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again
On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame
When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for
Speak slow




Crushing all in it's path (x4)
And i know that we still got time
But i do not think we're invincible
And i think that there is a sign







Today this could be, the greatest day of our lives
Before it all ends, before we run out of time
Stay close to me,
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me.

Tonight this could be the greatest night of our lives
Let's make a new start,
The future is ours to find
Can you see it, can you see it in my eyes
Can you feel it now, can you hold it in your arms tonight
Hold on
Hold on,
Hold on
Hold on (Tonight)
Hold on
Hold on

Oh stay close to me (Hold On)
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay closes me

Ooooooh
Hold your head high, (Hold On)
Arms open wide
Yea the world starts to come alive when you stay close it me

Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Today this could be the greatest day of our lives

Oooooh
And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
And the would comes alive
Oh oh oooooh
Stay close to me (and the world comes alive) hold on
Stay close to me (and the world comes alive)
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me (Hold on)
Oh stay close to me and the world comes alive
Stay close to me and the world comes alive

Watch the world come alive tonight
(stay close to me) oh oh ohoooo










I'm very disappointed in you
and I don't handle disappointment well
I'd like to say I could forgive you
But I can never forgive; just forget
Now it would take me ten long years to forget,
That's 12 months of the year
four weeks of the month
and seven days a week
Well that's a very tall order, I got to say--
I don't have that much time to FORGET
That's a whole lot of hard and lonely time
When we could be together

Husband with this knife
I do you adore
I take you out of ths world baby
with a lot of feeling
and with this feeling I do bestow upon you
all my wordly gifts
Honey wasn't it beautiful
the lovely time we spent together
It was SERENE
I will never forget you
Long as I live


"Do you take this man"


Husband, with this blade
I do you hold
I'll take what's mine
and let the future
keep the rest
Baby, I take you from this world
to my place
to a place of feeling
where I can love you
and we can be together
God I'm so grateful to be real with you baby
Lies are for a longer life
and I have got so much to say
Shut up!!!
Shut up!!!
Don't cry baby
I'm feeling better all the time--I don't
want to be angry, ok? I'm trying not
to do that, ok?

God I'm so disappointed in you!
Remember that drive
we talked about the wild thing
for 24 hours-7
while the dogs and the coyotes laughed
and the sun went up and down
and your rod went in and out
and the buzzards and the vultures howled:


"Do you take this man?"

The Sporting Life

In 1994, Led Zeppelin bassist John Paul Jones and Diamanda Galás sought each other out for a collaboration that resulted in this visionary rock album.

1. "Skótoseme" (music by Galás/Jones; Lyrics by Galás)
2. "Do You Take This Man?" (music by Galás/Jones; Lyrics by Galás)
3. "Dark End Of The Street" (Chips Moman/Dan Penn)
4. "You're Mine" (music and lyrics by Galás)
5. "Tony" (music and lyrics by Galás)
6. "Devil's Rodeo" (music by Galás/Jones/Pete Thomas; Lyrics by Galás)
7. "The Sporting Life" (music by Galás/Jones; Lyrics by Galás)
8. "Baby's Insane" (music and lyrics by Galás)
9. "Last Man Down" (music by Galás/Jones, Lyrics by Galás)
10. "Hex" (music by Galás/Jones; Lyrics by Galás)

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Regular coffee

"Tell the PA I need a coffee.

No not regular no one drinks that anymore

Look I need a skinny quad cap, with caremel. Stirred dried not wet remember that cause I'm not repeating it"

pain and suffering

Charlotte Rampling has famously played a Nazi sex kitten


Charlotte Rampling plays Lucia Atherton, a concentration camp survivor who had an ambiguous relationship with Aldorfer. Flashbacks show Max tormenting Lucia, but also acting as her protector. In an iconic scene, Lucia sings a Marlene Dietrich song to the concentration camp guards while wearing pieces of an SS uniform...

(Marlene Dietrich was a German actress and singer)


Thirteen years after World War II, Lucia meets Aldorfer again; he is now the night porter at a Vienna hotel. There, they fall back into their sadomasochistic relationship.

(Sadism is pleasure in the infliction of pain or humiliation upon another person, while masochism is pleasure in receiving the pain.)


The film depicts the political continuity between wartime Nazism and post-war Europe and the psychological continuity of characters locked into compulsive repetition of the past. On another level it deals with the psychological condition known as Stockholm Syndrome.

(Stockholm syndrome is a psychological response sometimes seen in abducted hostages, in which the hostage shows signs of loyalty to the hostage-taker, regardless of the danger or risk in which they have been placed)


It also raises the issue of sleeper Nazi cells and their control... Simplistically it works on the level of two people in an uneasy yet inextricably bounded relationship but also that is very much in the context of the greater political malaise of the War and the many years following. It should also be noted that Cavani (writer/director) herself met several women who had survived the horrors of Concentration camps, and Lucia (Rampling) is not branded as jewish particularly probably to depict the plight of all women, and doubtless the pun on her name meaning light and St Lucia being the patron saint of the blind was deliberate also...

The film has been accused of mere sensationalism: film critic Roger Ebert calls it "as nasty as it is lubricious, a despicable attempt to titillate us by exploiting memories of persecution and suffering." Given the film's dark and disturbing themes and a somewhat ambiguous moral clarification at the end, The Night Porter has tended to divide audiences

Movie: Night Porter (Il Portiere di notte in Italian)

other pics of Charlotte Rampling late 60s

Obesity is good

50 Cent has shed four stone in weight for his new film
The rapper, 34, normally weighs 214 pounds and is often seen shirtless, flaunting his muscles. Yet after nine weeks on a liquid diet, Jackson now weighs just 160 pounds, and appears gaunt.

07/06

"Oh grow up students

Regarding the news that students and graduates will be hit by cuts - I've no sympathy for pampered children studying until they're in their early twenties.

Every time workers have complained about cheap foreign labour taking British jobs and increasing unemployment, these same students called us fascists. Life's tough when mummy and daddy let you go"

Christian Grrls

So, okay, my friend Kristie, she was sort of mentoring this Christian girl Erin, I mean, she was Baptist, for god's sake. I was like, "Oh my god! I just REEK of sin, because I suck guys, she's going to KNOW, she's going to HATE me." Then I find out she's SUCKING the YOUTH minister at her church!

I mean, the three of us, me, Kristie and Erin, we'd go to church every Sunday. Erin would roll this joint, and we'd smoke it, it was like 420 except it was like, 1020, and then we'd go in and sit way down in front.


Church is awesome when you are stoned, the music, the preacher... So he's going through these things, and I realize, I've DONE THEM ALL! YOU know, fornication, sodomy, adultery, (well, I'm not married but a few of the guys were) It was awesome!

So then there's this alter call, where you go turn your life over, and I'm getting up and Kristie grabs me. She's like, "Sit the fuck down, Jamie! What are you doing? God!" So she rescued me from the Fate Worse than Death, because if I got converted, I'd have to suck off the Youth Minister like Erin.

So, anyway, watch out for those Christian Grrls, you never know what you are getting into.

Love,

Jamie

PS, My Ex-roomie Jenny is probably the kind of Christian Girl you have in mind, you know, the Young Life, True Love Waits shit. Jenny is all legs, tits, and blonde hair and makes ME look like doggie-doo-doo. She married this guy she is getting ready to get divorced from, so then she'll be a Ruined Woman. You need a special category for EX-Christian grrls, oh my ghod!

PPS, The Youth Minister was kind of hott...

a friend betting that he could fuck the other friends daughter and then making his friend watch

Ray's a huge success with the ladies and shows off, telling Harry he can have any woman in the bar he wants, and they sometimes turn it into a bet.

Ray doesn't always win, but his success rate is high. Of course, he sometimes jokes that he wouldn't mind a go with Jessica, Harry's wife, and Harry's tempted to make it a bet, because he knows Jessica hates Ray and his womanising ways

Annoyed at losing big money bets, Harry finally puts his wife forward, suggesting that there's no way that Ray could seduce her. To his surprise, Ray declines the bet - "Sorry, mate, but she's out of my age range - You're ten years too late - I never fuck anyone over 30..."

"Of course, your Vicki's 18 now - And she's quite cute, for a bookworm... " Harry thinks about it - would his sweet, innocent, chaste, virginal, God-fearing daughter fall for Ray's smarmy charms? She'd always said she wouldn't have sex until her wedding night. Plus she heads the school's Purity League. She doesn't even date and shows no interest in doing so anytime soon, so Harry can't lose... right?

literotica by BlackDahlia

Drama, real. like a soap

By the time Tressa Middleton was 11, she was already heading for disaster. She had been excluded from school for fighting. Then, it emerged that she was pregnant.

Tressa's baby was the product of a rape and the child's father - the perpetrator of the attack - was her own brother. Last year, Jason Middleton, then 19, was jailed for four years for the attack. He was 16 when it happened, five years older than his sister.

Until now, Tressa has 'gone along' with the Lolita tabloid version. Even her parents didn't know. "All those people out there think I'm some kind of slut, but they don't know how it really was," she says."I was about 7 when he started on me and when Jason first did it, I didn't know it was wrong. When I did, I blamed myself. He was usually drunk. Sometimes he bribed me, blackmailed me, to do it. He'd say he was going to tell Mum. He'd give me things - joints, drink, cigarettes. Or he'd threaten me." She doesn't know how many times they had sex, but it sounds like a regular occurrence. Jason's dreadful secret was safe while she was still too young to conceive.

Now, one would imagine that an 11-year- old girl falling pregnant should sound immediate 'abuse' alarm bells with doctors and teachers, if not with parents. In this case, though, there was a smokescreen. It has always been reported that the father of Tressa's child was another teenager, also called Jason, with whom she had sex on a drunken night out. This was partly true and this young man - Jason Cameron, who was 15 at the time, also pleaded guilty to having unlawful intercourse with a girl under 13. Tressa admits that liaison happened, and that she later lied about Jason Cameron being the father of her child. He always claimed that the dates involved made it impossible.

How did her parents react, then, when Tressa finally broke the news that her own brother was the father of her child? "I'll never forget her reaction. She said "you lying b*****d". She told me to go to bed, that I was drunk. Even when the DNA tests were done, my mum wouldn't have it. She wanted me to retract my statement. It has ripped the family apart." Her mother's stance has caused her to wonder about their whole relationship. In her darkest moments, she wonders if her mother even knew about the abuse.

The discovery that she was once a self-harmer somehow doesn't come as a surprise. The smoking started then, too. Cannabis not long after. Her mother knew? 'Yeah. She didn't care. She was drunk herself most of the time.'Tressa's story finds corroboration from some unlikely sources. The barrister representing her brother Jason on his rape charge tried to use the shocking home environment as a defence for the fact that he raped his sister.

She talks about appealing to the courts for access to her child, but in truth that may not happen until her daughter turns 18, by which time she will be legally entitled to trace her birth mother. The big question is whether, by then, Tressa can be the sort of mother a child would want to find. She says she is clean of drugs now, and has 'cut back massively' on the amount she drinks. She is now heading into adulthood in a new relationship, with a 24-year-old called Darren, who 'is the first man to treat me nicely'. She has career plans for the first time in her life, and is hoping to join the Army.

Jack Osbourne's Niki Cloyd

Jack Osbourne's ex girlfriend Niki Cloyd

She caused $10,000 worth of damage to his home and Aston Martin after flying into a violent rage

Happier times: The former couple on holiday in Hawaii in January

Shenae Grimes wore nothing but her t-shirt on

Shenae Grimes from 90210

Jack Osbourne's ex girlfriend Niki Cloyd

She caused $10,000 worth of damage to his home and Aston Martin after flying into a violent rage

Happier times: The former couple on holiday in Hawaii in January

The 20-year-old was visiting a gifting suite in the swanky shopping district of Los Angeles and she might have been well-advised picking herself up a pair of trousers.

Shenae Grimes plays Annie Wilson in the spin-off of the 90s series Beverly Hills, 90210 wihich turned her (and Jason Priestly, Shannen Doherty and Luke Perry) into instant stars.

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